Last lust.

This is last day before my becoming "super diet"-program. It's popular Finnish diet program, which has been on tv and now it's in net. My mum joined first and now I use her account there. I'm so happy about this because this time I believe I can do it.
I've tried everything, but I am so impatient person that I stop trying very soon. And usually I starve myself and it makes me angry and tired. Now I have list everything I can eat and strict exercise program. I decided to say no to everything junk food, but today. Today I enjoy of my "last lusty meal" for a long time.
Next six weeks are important ones and then rest of time is easier.

It can be that I take ice cream to home and give it to my parents and brother.
I'm so so happy that they've made cherry zero at last. I love it!

AAAAH I'm so sugar hungry. Can't wait till someone whips me at gym. Maybe before Christmas I'll be looking different.